Do I need a break...?
Sigh... Hm, well, I've been thinking... Some of my friends have been experiencing problems, and I do my best to help them. I never noticed that sometimes I get neglected because I always try to help em out... I usually get treated as some sort of robot instead of a person. To be honest, I haven't really noticed it... Some time ago two of my friends told me that I need a rest. "You're only human..." They say. But... Jesus never gave up on me when I always failed Him. I'm not saying that what my friends are saying is wrong... They're right, I'm only human, and there are times where I WILL become mentally tired. But I want to help out my friends whenever necessary... As the Lord said, if I don't give up on helping others I'll be rewarded at the right time... Not that I'm after the reward, mind you. the reward I'm after is my friends feeling better, and my efforts paying off... That's reward enough for me. But I've been mistreated twice already... Well maybe even more than twice. Sometimes my sempai takes me for granted, but I'm glad she realizes her mistakes... To be honest I'm starting to feel really tired now. But I'll keep on helping my friends! I'll keep on trying. I'll comfort them whenever they need it... I'll really do my best. But... I guess I have to learn when to leave em alone... "Sometimes people have to be insensitive for others to learn." my friend once told me. There's also that line "How can he learn to stand on his own if you keep on catching him whenever he falls?".
..Sigh... I dunno. But I wont stop helping my friends whenever they need it... God gives me enough strength to stand up against the stress. Besides, I can't give up on them now, right?
notes:
- My friends are also right, though... I'm only human, and I should be treated as one...
- Well, by God's grace, things will turn out okay.
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