And again...

If there's one thing I don't like it's feeling so frustrated towards someone but that someone doesn't know it. Sigh... I can't take it anymore. It must be done. By jove, just when I thought it was all over...I cannot express how grateful I am that through this person things have quieted down quite a lot, but this is a separate matter. I know we've made the same mistakes but there's a huge difference between us! And we don't deserve this at all. Perchance if I was the only one who's affected then I'm the one with the problem; but since I ain't the only one, it's different. Though despite my frustration and anger the past few days, I was reminded to "rebuke with love". After all, I've gone through NEARLY the same thing. I am hurt that this person seems to have forgotten us, and has tossed us aside, remains oblivious to other members of the group and treats only one of our friends like royalty, but because God loves this person, I'll be careful. I'm not doing this for her. HECK NO. I'm going to do it for God. I know He said that we should love each other, but I wanna be honest with how I feel. After all, it's better to be honest and express your true feelings rather than lying and pretending you care. I don't think God would be happy with me if I acted like a lying smart ass who hides behind fake smiles and pretends to care. So we'll tell that person how we feel... And I'll make sure that we'll do it slowly.

notes:

• For personal reasons I won't state who that person is or what the real problem is.
• Hey, if you're reading this thank goodness. That's a burden off our shoulders. You know who you are.
• Don't get me wrong. I'm still frustrated. If you start getting annoyed then I'll.........
• That's about all... I hope to God she read this. It's hard getting messages around when it's sem break and you have no load (to text) y'know...