
Recently my friend asked me to take care of Red*. She didnt tell me why, and this is confusing me. I honestly dont know what's going on between these two anymore. It seems they have a hard time moving on. I know it's hard, but come on, you guys just CANT keep this up... Red keeps worrying about her, and she said that she's just worried about her friend. I dunno, man! I dunno how to react to that. It's ridiculously hard for me to actually look after Red if I dunno what in the world happened. Sigh... I dunno. This is wearing me out. I honestly feel like saying, "Stop coming to me and start running to God!" Seriously! I cant do anything! The knowledge I have comes from Him. The things I do when my friend is in pain is directed by God! I cant do anything by myself. After all, God gave us friends so we can take care of each other. I cant always be there for my friends, that's why I pray for them. I cant change hearts--only God can. I cant heal wounds (not literal)--only God can do that too. All I do is prepare the way for Him. That's it, and God does the rest...Sigh...I dont mean to be insensitive, but you guys, please be sensitive to how I feel, too! Imagine if I tell you to take care of my friend I dont tell you why. It's almost like a mother asking her friend to take care of her baby [w/o telling the friend why] and then the mother leaves for a long time. It'll really confuse the friend. I'll do what I can to help Red, but instead of coming to someone who doesnt know the situation, why not go to God, who knows everything? This is really starting to bring me down...
notes:
- This is a shout out to my pals.
- Come on you guys, dont dwell on the pain...You cant move on that way.
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