A special friend....

Hehe...This blog is about my buddy. I wont mention who... I dunno. I have a friend...I thought we were close enough to be best friends (okay, now I bet you know who I'm taking about now. Yeah I know you're reading this, buddy.=D)...We've done a lot together, and we've been through a lot together...But it seems like we were never that close. It was all in the surface... It was like this: imagine a huge crack between the two of us, and we see each other. But we never built a bridge to the other person... But something terrible happened... And this friend had betrayed my trust. Then I finally figured it out...We had to start again. This is the first time I've had this kind of friendship with someone. I believe that if we get really close, she'll be the closest friend I'll ever have... The best friend I'll ever have. She's the only one with that kind of potential... I see something in her which isnt in others, but I dont know what it is. pretty ironic, huh? Anyway...I know there's something in her which isnt in others. I can sense it. But I dont know what it is...And I feel I cant reach out to it...Not yet. But to be honest--I see her as a friend closer than a close friend. She's a special friend. Special, because she's the only person whom I have this kind of friendship with...Maybe I'm just imagining things. Maybe I'm just letting the fact that this is the first time I had this kind of friendship cloud me. Maybe it's really not a big deal. But I dont know... I really do feel that there is something in her which I dont see in others. There's just something about her which really is different. I dont know what it is...And to be honest, I'm afraid to reach out. I dont know why... I really dont. But I DO know...If I reach out to her, and her to me, the bond will be one of the strongest bonds I'll ever have... But it all depends. Maybe, in the end, this is just a feeling. But you know what? I'm sure I'm right... I know there's something about her that's different, and if I reach out to it, we'll form an unbreakable bond. I just...Dont know what it is...

notes:

• Hehe...I bet she's reading this. Hey you! This is sort of a shout out to you.
• I thank God I met ya... I dunno why. But I feel you're one of those friends who can bring out the best in me...Maybe, you're the ONLY one...I dunno.
• It feels good to let it all out. Hehe, thanks and God bless.=)